Sooo, I just realized... I haven't updated this thing in ages. Oh, my poor neglected blog. I guess I've been too busy with school, random fandoms and other stuff to revive this ancient thing. (Or maybe I'm just making excuses, but what the hell).
The worst possible thing just happened to me. My USB got corrupted and all the files on my laptop were erased. And by that, I mean all my files, pictures, music, videos, mangas, various fandom stuff, etc. Oh crap, I'm doomed. I almost cried when I realized this last night. Someone please help me.
By the way, for my first blog entry this year, I finally changed my header. (Credits go to 10tookie24).
PS. If anything about my blog seems weird, please blame it on the amount of alcohol I just consumed because apparently, I'm still wasted. Ughhhhh.
(...and I want you to be my cut-out paper angel...)
..amidst dreams of butterfly kisses and cities of distorted, midnight romances..
- First Entry of the Year
dust_it_silver- January 20th, 2009
tired
- I Love Wednesdays
- dust_it_silver
- July 9th, 2008
hot
Since I don't have classes on Wednesdays, I decided I might as well do something productive like reviving this half-dead blog. Especially now that a lot of stuff is going on in my life, it's best to take a breather for a while and just take my mind off things. Last night, I had a hard time sleeping. I think I spent the majority of my time thinking about *insert person's name*. Gah. I'm so pathetic. XD
And then there's this thing... I haven't told my parents about it yet but... I'm starting to think that I'm not cut out for the course I've chosen. It's not a matter of lack of determination or resentment on my part. No... it's more like, when you just wake up one day and begin to ask yourself: "What if?" What if somewhere in this world, there's another job, a perfect job for me, just waiting to be discovered? What if I'd be happier choosing to do what I want in life instead of what others want me to pursue? What if the path I'm taking right now would only lead me to loneliness and regret? Blame it on my philosophy class or the various friends I have who switched schools in order to chase after their dreams, but for a while, I've started thinking about the future in a different way. Is it wrong to think like this, now that it's a little too late for me to back out?
- Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN-the-Bottle
- dust_it_silver
- July 9th, 2008
I will marry Ikuta Toma. 
After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Tokyo in our fabulous Apartment. 
We will have 21 kid(s) together. 
Our family will zoom around in a Gold Hearse. 
I will spend my days as a Beggar, and live happily ever after. 
- My last day as a 16-year old
- dust_it_silver
- April 20th, 2008
restless
Why do I feel like today's my birthday? Is it because of the amount of people who are here today? Hm, that must be it. Right now, the house is full of guests as far as the eye can see. Or maybe I'm just exaggerating. Whatever. Somehow, I feel kind of restless and sad, like I can't quite fathom the idea of turning 17 tomorrow. For me, some of the best experiences in my life happened when I turned 16, which is why I am somewhat hesitant to take this next big step. It's like, being 17 means more responsibilities, burdens, tough choices, etc. And this feeling... this feeling of getting older, I hate it. I guess, in my heart, I will always be that kid who views life as one big struggle against maturity. Uh, am I making any sense? XD
- Fangirl-ing is such a tiring (yet fulfilling) job
- dust_it_silver
- April 14th, 2008
dorky
Just got back from my cousin's place the other day, where I spent the weekend being the absolute bum that I am. I'm a bit psyched for my upcoming painting lessons (finally, I can do something productive!) since the past few days basically consisted of nothing but DVD marathons, fandom rants and my newly-discovered hobby, icon-making. Seriously, I've just found out the wonders of Photoshop and ever since then, I've been making icons like crazy. Lol. I'm such a hopeless case. XD
On a side note, I haven't seen The Other Boleyn Girl yet, although I distinctly remember getting excited when I saw the movie poster a few weeks ago with Aris. Damn it, I want to see that film NOW.
- Trapped in eternal summer
- dust_it_silver
- April 1st, 2008
high
Finals had just ended yesterday and I'm spending my first day of summer vacation tied to a sickbed with a runny nose and a bad case of flu. Just when I finally had the time to go mall hopping or whatever else it is that teenagers like me do during their free time... How great. My day just couldn't get any better.
But sickness aside, I'm feeling quite high today. After all, there's no more school! No more waking up early, no more grumpy teachers with a bad case of PMS and no more cramming and studying for exams! Quite a feeling, eh? In fact, I half-woke up this morning expecting to be late for school again, not to mention thinking that my friends and teachers are going to have a field day because of my tardiness, but I somehow managed to sleep again and wake up sometime around noon. And now I can't help thinking about this dream I had last night. It was very weird... and I'm surprised I managed to remember it at all. Seriously, what is it with me and dreams?
Anyway, I miss my friends (even though I just saw them yesterday). Two of them are still at war with each other and I'm kinda hoping that they resolve their problems soon before one of them migrates to another country at the end of this month... And where would I go this summer, I wonder? Haven't really made plans yet with anyone, but I'm thinking road trip, Laguna, Bora, some other isolated beach and well, anywhere but the province...Yes, I'm aware that I'm once again rambling. *sigh* Seriously, I need to get a life. XD
- Dreaming of love letters on sandy beaches
- dust_it_silver
- March 20th, 2008
excited
- Craziness is the new black
- dust_it_silver
- March 9th, 2008
silly
Wow, I'm posting again? So soon? Gah! The world must be coming to an end! Lol. Honestly, it's so weird being back from LJ after all these months. For some strange reason, I've stopped blogging during 2nd sem, especially since most of my friends are not avid bloggers, and now that I'm back in the loop... Hah. It feels great!
I also noticed that my previous blog entries sound entirely too gloomy and angsty for my tastes. Looking back, I was like, "Was I really that emotionally unhinged a couple of months ago?!" It's kinda funny, now that I think of it. Well, at least now I have a valid reason to make this LJ a bit more lively and cheery.
Anyway, Maroon 5 and Incubus were recently in town, but being the unfortunate village idiot that I was, I missed both concerts. Although I'm not really that much of a fan, there were a couple of songs that I would've wanted to see performed live. It's really too bad I couldn't make it.
On a more random note, I have school tomorrow (as usual), but my subconscious is telling me that I should skip the morning classes. Gosh, I'm such an outstanding student, aren't I? Sigh. Guess that means I'll probably be up till midnight taking advantage of the time...
Don't forget to check out my new Hana Kimi mood theme, which I painstakingly customized for almost a day. Wow, I feel so accomplished! Lol. Credits go to
made bychochajin
- Insomnia Strikes Back
- dust_it_silver
- March 8th, 2008
awake
It's almost 11:00 pm and I'm plagued with insomnia. So might as well do something productive like write on this blasted blog of mine instead of willing myself back to sleep. Sigh.
Life's pretty monotonous these days. I still skip classes, wake up extra late on weekends, have lots of free time (which is kinda weird) and have recently gotten immersed in the exciting world of fandom once again. Not to mention lots of funny incidents at school, which I won't bother posting here for fear of that tiny part of me that still has some self-respect left.
Also, I can't wait for summer to come. My birthday's coming up next month, and I'm super excited (and a little nervous) about turning 17. It's amusing to see my family fending off my not-so-subtle attempts of dropping potential birthday gifts hints at the dinner table for the past few weeks. Oh, well, I guess I'll just have to wait and see if they're gonna follow through with the car suggestion this April...
Gah. I'm rambling again. Which only goes to prove that my brain had once again turned to mush at this late hour. Damn insomnia.
Btw, if you're curious about my new Hiro-chan icon (which looks absolutely cute if I do say so myself), go check out http://eternalangel07.livejournal.com.The icons there are simply superb! :D
- You had the captivating smile of a (pretend) secret-keeper
- dust_it_silver
- October 15th, 2007
- restless
SECRET #1: I hate HATE some of my friends. They act like Mean Girls clones 60 percent of the time. (And they look the part too.)
SECRET #2: I'm starting to fear turning into a mild alcoholic. Take note: Alcohol and me? We don't mix well. (It makes me do crazy stuff.)
SECRET #3: A guy I know asked me if I like him and I LIED. I mean, I actually said... no. In the you-will-never-amount-to-anything-in-my-life kind of tone. (I hate it when my defense mechanisms kick in.)
SECRET #4: For five consecutive nights, I dreamt about said guy. Believe it or not, the dreams are actually interconnected. (Apparently, apart from being mentally unstable, I'm a psychic too.)
SECRET #5: I am officially, royally screwed.
....So, who wants to keep my secrets now?
